Eyeballing - DAM

No will to live, Dream, defy

Loathsome husk

Of what I thought I knew — shadow

A shell

Churned with dread — abject beast

Expunged, thrown

From Moloch passed down — spurious

Into a tomb of existence — delirious

Aching out for you

Always, always

Always been another

Slowly climb

Cycle into the spiral

From despair into mania

The end you’ll never

I’ve achieved that high

Feeding the beasts of time

See through darkness shine

I’m boiling inside of you

With all my strength I struck

And felt the blow

Craving for life

Surging scheming

From birth until your death

Moloch turns fertile futile

Far too close to your contempt

Passed down, grotesque

What you hid so well

Legacy of the absent God

Founder abandoned

To the medium you’ll grow

To kill for you

Always been — always been another

Part of you

Fantasy that you don’t know

Reckless, reckless

Reckless

Find the answer to these prayers

Learn in the fire

Realising what was said

Edges me further

Moving on from where you failed

When you should have died