This Time - Cryptic Wisdom

I wanna be free from the cycle

Doing what I can just to not be going psycho (oh)

There’s no telling where your life goes

When there ain’t a damn thing that you ever fight for

I was young, I was dumb

What they want me to be

Had enough, I went numb

Now they all wanna be my friend

It’s funny how I did it to make some

And I made some

Round and around we go

The world don’t stop and the trouble follows

But if it’s round and around we go

I’m gonna go, I’m gonna go

Harder

This time

I don’t think I wanna get high

That ain’t gonna make it alright

I’ma feel it all for the first time in my life

This time

I don’t think I wanna get high

That ain’t gonna make it alright

I’ma feel it all for the first time in my life

I remember when these women, they were bad for me

And I would never even notice it was happening

But there I went, when I fell apart

And when I bent, it got hella dark

But I was good, I was water, I could flow each way

And there’s some times I wanna be that freak show these days

If I OD, maybe I’ll be that OG Dave

No wait I’m cappin', that can’t happen, I’m too cold these days

It’s like

Round and around we go

The world don’t stop and the trouble follows

But if it’s round and around we go

I’m gonna go, I’m gonna go

Harder

This time

I don’t think I wanna get high

That ain’t gonna make it alright

I’ma feel it all for the first time in my life

This time

I don’t think I wanna get high

That ain’t gonna make it alright

I’ma feel it all for the first time in my life