Resignation - Cosmicity

I don’t care.

I don’t care what or who I’ve become.

I don’t know.

I don’t know how you think I should feel…

now…

It’s fine.

I know this is the life I chose for you.

I know the way you make me feel

is all I should need.

I guess it makes up for everything

just knowing you are okay.

That’s all I need.

I don’t care.

I don’t care how this happened to me.

I don’t mind.

I don’t mind this place I happen to be…

now…

It’s fine.

I know this is the life I chose for you.

To know you’re well, that’s all I need.

It’s true.

It’s true.

My mind doesn’t need to wander.

My heart doesn’t need to race anymore.

I can’t remember what I lost now;

ever since I got this ring, somehow,

it’s faded out and muted down…

I never think to look around.

It used to matter, now it can’t.

I stay so calm.

I used to rant

about starvation in my soul,

and now it’s just an empty hole.

I don’t care.

I don’t care how much love’s costing me.

I don’t feel.

I don’t feel like someone other than me…

now…

It’s fine.

I know this is the life I chose for you.

It’s love.

It’s pure.

That’s all there is to know.

It’s true.

I no longer want for anything.

Nothing makes sense beyond you.

You’re all I need.