Suicidal - Colony 5

It’s late again

I’m finishing up and going to bed

Completely drained

My body is like a plant before the rain

No life sparks left

Suicidal, I’m crawling near the edge

Nothing seems nice anymore

I’m so fucked up

So sorry for the world

Suicidal that’s what I am

I have no feelings left for life itself

My monotonous life will disappear

Bring down Jesus and let him slave me before my god

What have I done so wrong

I try to live my life the way I was taught

Come kick me hard

Kick me until I wake up

No life sparks left

Suicidal, I’m crawling near the edge

Nothing seems so right anymore

I’m so fucked up

So sorry for the world

Suicidal that’s what I am

Suicidal that’s what I am

I have no feelings left for life itself

My monotonous life will disappear

Bring down Jesus and let him slave me before my god

Suicidal that’s what I am

Suicidal that’s what I am

Suicidal that’s what I am

Suicidal that’s what I am