Fever Dream - Coletta

Maybe I could just stop

Drilling it into my head

So I can catch my breath again

Lately I’ve been so lost

Watching time pass from my bed

Through eyes I’d fix at any cost

I thought it’d be over by now, but I’ve been relapsing again

I’m still trying to figure out my new skin

There’s so much to comprehend

Still time and again

All these fever dreams wear down my mind

When I wake up traumatized

They’re all waiting for songs from you

(This is not your demise)

All of my anxieties aligned

It’ll take a little time

To break out of the mental zoo

(Don't fear dead butterflies)

Hazy electroshock

Keeping myself underfed

It’s all my fault I feel this way

Pacing through a head shop

Buying alternative meds

So I feel like myself again

I thought it’d be over by now, but I’ve been relapsing again

I’m still trying to figure out my new skin

There’s so much to comprehend

Still time and again

All these fever dreams wear down my mind

When I wake up traumatized

They’re all waiting for songs from you

(This is not your demise)

All of my anxieties aligned

It’ll take a little time

To break out of the mental zoo

(Don't fear dead butterflies)

I know you want me back

So I’ll help you find a way

This ain’t how it’s gotta be

Don’t you go back to black

This is how it’s gotta stay

Take it all just day by day

Fight through all your setbacks

They can make or break your brain

Just don’t harbor all the pain

I had my soul attacked

Turned down thoughts of suicide

Cuz I just want to live my life again