Wish I Could - Coldburn

So let’s sum it up

I don’t know nothing

And that’s the only truth there is

While I was wasting my life

Trying to find the right steps for the dance against time

Pretending to take the heavy walk

While living the excuse, the lie and the crime

I was hoping for someone

Someone that would be pleased by my disregard

Armed with the meanest coat

I separated emotions from reason and shattered my smiles apart

I turned around and saw there was nothing at all

My head and self esteem, against the wall

Even the oddest gods only led me astray

Took everything I thought I knew and threw it away

I just don’t like to be the one who walks the line

Though I became conscious of not knowing nothing

In the presence of the foe, in the presence of truth

I have to admit life’s a decline, I lost my spine

The fury I turn on everyone else is a cry for rescue

The cry for company I never wanted

Helplessly I embrace the chaos inside of me

The anger grows and grows and grows, can’t set it free

There’s somethings wrong

I feel alone

I’m dead and gone