Comparison - Citizen Soldier

When it comes to me don’t know why I’m such a hater\nShould I skip lunch or should I throw it up later?\nThis hoodie’s too big but it makes me feel safer\nFeel safer\nHaven’t had the guts to look at mirrors in a while\nDon’t take my picture unless you wanna see me spiral\nI eat to cope, feel the guilt, stuck in a cycle\nIn a cycle\nWe got every crutch, every drug, every medicine\nBut there ain’t no pill for comparison\nYeah, we got TikTok, Twitter, Facebook and Instagram\nBut there ain’t no pill for comparison\nAll these pretty people wear me thin\n'Cause I purge myself to look like them\nWe got every crutch, every drug, every medicine\nBut there ain’t no pill for comparison\nThere ain’t no pill for comparison\nDon’t try to help me 'cause I just don’t care what the price is\nI’m a measure my worth in calories and sizes\nWould you call on me like call an existential crisis?\nSo cure the crisis\nPerception’s distorted, my habits are horrid\nThe thoughts in my head just keep getting more morbid\nIf I cheat then I fail, but the diets made me hate myself\nEither way I’m still in hell\nWe got every crutch, every drug, every medicine\nBut there ain’t no pill for comparison\nYeah, we got TikTok, Twitter, Facebook and Instagram\nBut there ain’t no pill for comparison\nAll these pretty people wear me thin\n'Cause I purge myself to look like them\nWe got every crutch, every drug, every medicine\nBut there ain’t no pill for comparison\nEveryone of us will look the same\nWhen we lower us into a grave\nSo I need somebody to explain\nWhy we worship someone else’s face\nThe perfect body won’t be enough\nOn the day it’s pushing daisies up\nThe only thing that we’ll be thinking of\nIs what you did and how you loved\nAll these pretty people wear me thin\n'Cause I purge myself to look like them\nWe got every crutch, every drug, every medicine\nBut there ain’t no pill for comparison\nsaving my own skin\nWhen I always bury everything\nWe got every crutch, every drug, every medicine\nBut there ain’t no pill\nThere ain’t no pill for comparison