Chasing Your Ghost - Citizen Soldier

Twisted thoughts swallow me\nEvery time I hear your name\nYou started a war in me (You started a war in me)\nYou left me scars through memories\nTangled in my DNA\nYou started a war in me (You started a war in me)\nDo I love you? Do I hate you?\nStill, it’s just too hard to say\nI’m bleeding out but still I can’t walk away\nI can’t keep chasing your ghost\nThe part that hurts me the most\nIs I’ll never know why you let me go\nI can’t keep chasing your ghost\nGave up and left me a hole\nWhere a father goes\nStill, I’m here chasing your ghost\nThe innocence a child craves\nYou took it with you, I’m never safe\nYou started a war in me (You started a war in me)\nYou made a rope from memories\nAnd hung me from the family tree\nYou started a war in me (You started a war in me)\nDo I love you? Do I hate you?\nHard to feel something at all\nI’m still the kid that thinks that it’s all my fault\nI can’t keep chasing your ghost\nThe part that hurts me the most\nIs I’ll never know why you let me go\nI can’t keep chasing your ghost\nGave up and left me a hole\nWhere a father goes\nStill, I’m here chasing your ghost\nIn every mirror I see you\nYou are the trigger that’s pulled\nThey unleashed this monster that’s see-through\nBut you’re all that I’ve ever known\nI wish this could have been different (Could have been different)\nI wish that you had a soul\nI’m still nowhere near forgiving\nBut I’m still too scared to let go\nDo I love you? Do I hate you?\nStill, it’s just too hard to say\nI’m bleeding out but still I can’t walk away\nI can’t keep chasing your ghost\nThe part that hurts me the most\nIs I’ll never know why you let me go\nI can’t keep chasing your ghost\nGave up and left me a hole\nWhere a father goes\nStill, I’m here chasing your ghost\n(You started a war in me)\n(You started a war in me)\n(You started a war in me)\n(Still, I’m here chasing your ghost)