Black Hole Brain - Citizen Soldier

I don’t wanna talk about it\nThe reasons I’ve been losing sleep\nAs long as I can stay distracted\nThe past can never get to me\nA silence I will never break\nWon’t spill the secrets I have locked away\nIf you could live in my head for a day\nYou would do the same\nGravity\nHas got nothing on these memories\nThat I buried in this black hole brain\nAt home in outer space\nDie or dissociate\nBecause forgetting is the only place I’m safe\nForgetting is the only place I’m safe\nI’m not ready to remember\nI’m afraid of therapy\nEvery thorns that happened trigger\nI’m avoiding careful\nLeave me be 'cause I can’t take the weight\nOf everything I’m keeping in this cage\nIf you could live in my head a day\nYou would do the same (Same)\nGravity\nHas got nothing on these memories\nThat I buried in this black hole brain\nAt home in outer space\nDie or dissociate\nBecause forgetting is the only place I’m safe\nI don’t wanna mourn this open\nI don’t wanna hurt the feels\nI’d rather plan my own funeral\nThan face what you had did to me\nNow ignorance is my religion\nAnd I am not afraid to die\n'Cause there can’t be a hell that’s worst than\nThe one that’s being in my mind\nGravity\nHas got nothing on these memories\nThat I buried in this black hole brain\nAt home in outer space\nDie or dissociate\nBecause forgetting is the only place I’m safe\nOnly place I’m safe\nOnly place I’m safe\nI don’t wanna talk about it\nI don’t wanna talk about it