Bond - Cheem

All you do is use her, all you do is use her up

All she does is hang on, looks to the answers with eyes both shut

And pretends there’s nothing wrong, that there’s nothing going on

Behind the scenes, behind her shield, her wall, her dreams

I can tell by the look on her face when you’re here

We could tell by the cheap beer

I can tell from the black and the blue and the red

Because you’re both fucked in the head

Out was never an option, home was never the safest place to go

Hope was never so distant, but what are we to do now that we know?

She will cling to anything, even if that thing kicks the shit out of her

And provides the poison that will get to her if he doesn’t do it first

I can tell by the look on her face when you’re here

We could tell by the cheap beer

I can tell from the black and the blue and the red

Because you’re both fucked in the head

And you know it had to be said

I wish he were dead

It’s hard to separate two beings who live to feed off each other’s emptiness

but it has got to be done somehow

It’s an uphill battle with him at the top throwing sticks and rocks and names

in case he doesn’t just want her bones to break

There’s a light at the end of this tunnel and I’m hoping it’s not a train,

I’m hoping you’re okay, I’m hoping he’s just a day away from finally

succumbing to

The same addiction that he gave to you

You won’t be satisfied until you’re pissing on her grave

And yelling at her to crawl back up and face you

I hope that I am god in my next life

So I’ll be able to erase you

(the pain never goes away long after the source has bled through)