Kill Me - Cex

i want you to find me

but i don’t want you to touch me

seems so disgusting

to be handled like a doll

i’m not trying to be dramatic

i’m trying to be nothing

so when you find i’ve finally done it

please burn me where i lay

things aren’t getting any better

things are only getting worse

i’ll apologize for the mess of my life

for the rest of my life, forever

unless you promise, promise to kill me first

i want you to find me

but i don’t want a big party

hiding my body in the ground

so your version of the story is safe for the rest of your lives

i’m crying for attention

i’m done

i’m trying to resign

so when you find i’ve finally done it

forget my name and set my stupid fucking corpse on fire

i’m not afraid

why should i be?

i’ve got all my friends from baltimore right here with me

i’m not afraid

why should i be?

i’ve got all my friends from highschool right here with me

eventually i’ll have to take them

on my break if i don’t shake less

empty hands.

the fire’s left

they can’t quite fight with their old strength

i’m so tired

i’m torn up

it’s over now

you can make me normal

your eyes are broken

you must lose them

take the pills

kill the delusions

you can’t see it’s adaquate

so swallow while you can’t fix

i havn’t shaken in what seems like forever

i have let go of all my old obsessions

i’m healthy i am better

there’s no more songs so when i’m dead and gone

i know it won’t be the new me they rememeber

but i don’t need my eyes to see

my eyes have only lied to me

recognize the time for quitting

and your vision will outlive them all