I'm Not Thinking About You - Carrie Newcomer

I’m tired of being tragic, that bit has lost its magic

I’m not feeling sorry for you or myself

I’m not afraid anymore, or hiding behind locked doors

I’m not running down the stairs with my sweet little girl.

No more long crazy heartaches, hanging on for God’s sake

Somewhere the buck is going to stop and that’s here

No more shouting or crying, no more asking or trying

No more useless denying, I’m not thinking of you.

Chorus: I’m not thinking of you when I step out of the shadows

I’m not thinking of you when I open my heart again

You’re still throwing rocks up at my window

Hoping that it shatters as if it even matters anymore

I’m not laughing at you

I’m not cursing at you

I’m not sorry of you today

I’m just so far gone now from that whole connection

Any anger of affection has long passed away

Chorus: I’m not thinking of you when I step out of the shadows

I’m not thinking of you when I open my heart again

You’re still throwing rocks up at my window

Hoping that it shatters as if it even matters anymore

Some things just don’t work out, sometimes people do get hurt

We all make mistakes and hopefully learn some things

I’m not falling into the harm you still do All those things that through

I’m not thinking of you

Chorus: I’m not thinking of you when I step out of the shadows

I’m not thinking of you when I open my heart again

You’re still throwing rocks up at my window

Hoping that it shatters as if it even matters anymore