Waste - Call Me Karizma

I’m not alright

I’m not okay

I won’t survive another day

If you decide I will not stay

I have no reason to keep on breathing

It’s all a waste

Mommy

Why does this water smell like polish?

Why do you get sick and start to vomit?

Why does Dad get mad

You’re always sad and have a bottle in your hand

And sob when he is on the road or at the office?

Awesome

I’m just a fucking kid

I don’t know what the problem is

I can see that you’re always sick

And I’m scared that you’ll wanna quit

So apparently all the shit

You inherited as a kid is unbearable but admit

You’re a parent now if you missed it

I’ve seen the signs for a minute

(I) have your eyes and addiction

And now you’re starting to get it

They’re just the cards I was given

A broken heart is a prison and I’m lying here still

I became the fucking villain I was trying to kill

I’m not alright

I’m not okay

I won’t survive another day

If you decide I will not stay

I have no reason to keep on breathing

I’m not alright

I’m not okay

I won’t survive another day

If you decide I will not stay

I have no reason to keep on breathing

It’s all a waste

Morgan

Why do you text all of these women?

Why do you think sex is gonna fix it?

Why do you think everyone is getting done

With letting you just step on them?

I guess you didn’t learn from her decisions

Listen

You gotta fucking change

You are nothing without this stage

You are running right to your grave

If you’re gonna keep up your ways

So get up and out of the cave

And do something before it’s too late

You have tons of thousands of fans

Who are crying out to be saved

I’ve seen the signs for a minute

(I) have her eyes and addiction

And now I’m starting to get it

They’re just the cards I was given

A broken heart is a prison and I’m busting the door

I won’t be the fucking villain that I was anymore

I’m not alright

I’m not okay

I won’t survive another day

If you decide I will not stay

I have no reason to keep on breathing

I’m not alright

I’m not okay

I won’t survive another day

If you decide I will not stay

I have no reason to keep on breathing

It’s all a waste

It’s all a waste

I have no reason to keep on breathing

It’s all a waste

It’s all a waste

I have no reason to keep on breathing

It’s all a waste