Better by Now - CAL

Life takes us all directions

I live in two dimensions

One where we win it all

And one where we’re honorable mentions

Nobody shows you low-lights

Probably 'cause they’ll be most nights

That before I said goodbye I say it all the time

And I buried you in my head but seeds don’t grow

And I need you to know

I’m not sure you left me with my pieces put together

I was supposed to be better

I was supposed to be better by now

And I’m not sure I’ll ever be that kid you that remember

I was supposed to be better

I was supposed to be better by now, I’m not

I was supposed to be better by now, I’m not

I was supposed to be better by now, I’m

I suffer from self awareness

Nobody knows or cares

Too many things I do, didn’t know I got from you

But low key I like it a lot, so slowly I’m connectin' the dots

Oh, feel guilty I can’t remember moments you and me never got

I buried you in my head but seeds don’t grow

And I need you to know

I’m not sure you left me with my pieces put together

I was supposed to be better

I was supposed to be better by now

And I’m not sure I’ll ever be that kid you that remember

I was supposed to be better

I was supposed to be better by now, I’m not

I’m not, no I’m not

I was supposed to be better by now, I’m not

I’m not, no I’m not

I was supposed to be better by now, I’m not

Supposed to be better

Supposed to be better

Supposed to be better

I was supposed to be better by now, I’m not

I’m not sure you left me with my pieces put together

I was supposed to be better

I was supposed to be better by now

And I’m not sure I’ll ever be that kid you that remember

I was supposed to be better

I was supposed to be better by now, I’m not

No, no I’m not

I was supposed to be better by now, I’m not

I’m not, no I’m not

I was supposed to be