This Road Alone - C-Mob

I’ve been walking this road alone

No matter where I go, I can’t seem to find

Something to believe in, nooo

But still I try to roam

Down this lonely road

Cause there has to be something

And there has to be a reason

Heart broken and hopeless, why can’t they notice

Everyone thinks I’m doing good when really I’m at my lowest

Heart’s at its brokest, it’s hard to focus

My only healthy outlet, is to take my pain out through each opis

Walking alone in rain, I pray that the lord tells me to fear not

Let the rain hit my face, so I can camouflage my tear drops

I’m soaking wet, but a fire burns within me

Anger mixed with sadness and the flames starting to singe me

I’ve been walking this road alone

No matter where I go, I can’t seem to find

Something to believe in, nooo

But still have try to roam

Down this lonely road

Cause there has to be something

And there has to be a reason

I don’t know what to believe in

I’ve lost everything, I’ve been working so hard to support

I wasted my time, trying to be so responsible all I did was end coming up short

Everytime I finally put my faith in someone, they just cross me

So fuck fake friends, and wife they’re too costly

I’ve never let another leave me broke and disparaged

And don’t give me fucking started on that joke of a marriage

I lost my kids, now thats pain

I can’t cope, I just bare it

If you ever get pregnant bitch I hope you miscarriage

I’m just speaking out of anger girl, I wish you the best

But if my kid catch a bullet, I’mma rip through your chest

Take a deep breath, calm down Chris you pissed

Cause your wife ran out, left you crying like a bitch

But when you think about it, Now you happy that she’s gone

Only thang that fucking sucks, she took the kids away from home

How can I believe in love, when love rob me of my family?

Now I’m walking this lonely road, searching for my sanity

One foot in front the other, I keep moving

Even though I still struggle, I’m Improving

All the pain I’ve been through, Manifested a new entity

I have never been stronger physically or mentally

Never know the drama that I’ve been through, was meant to be

Maybe even one day an angel will be sent to me

I’m about to gather up my thoughts and boldly go

Where my feet, take me as I walk this lonely road

If my kids are with me, or not they’re still family

All that I can do, Is to be the best father I can be

I’mma keep moving, thank God I’m still breathing

Cause everyone needs something to believe in