Sanity - C-Mob

On the verge of insanity I’m losin my mind I gotta get away so I can get my

head clear Overwhelmed by the feelin of death its kind of hard to feel alive

when everything is dead here

I gotta get reinvigorated yes it has been awaited so anyone who hated is

obliterated

When I hit you with an evil play then bitch I get titillated and feeling less

jagged like I generated

Electricity flowin through my veins

It really helps out when I’m going though a thang

I’m knowing youre a lame and I’m showin you the pain

It’s survival of the fittest gotta grow a new attain

Who knew level the recognitions of you but im checkin this one because I got a

new itinerary

If you step into my mind you can learn the psychology of a mad man know that I

been a very

Bad boy but motherfucker ditty and biggie is insidious it’s like I never had joy

I know my attitudes as shitty as the witty is gritty is never coming with a

pencil and a pad toy

Im a motherfuckin man on the edge

Lookin at the world while I stand on a ledge

I don’t wanna let em get the best of me I’m about to fly like a bird then land

on my head

Feelin like I’m trapped and I’m sick of the cage

Closin and im goin and im lookin for rage

Feelin like im turning more wicked and crazed

Change a chapter like flick of the page

God and the devil are battling for my bind and I’m sittin here waitin for my

brain to swell

Feelin like I’m floatin on clouds but at the same time standing being burnt by

the flames of hell

What in the hell of a need for redemption

Listen to the devilish deeds that we mention

Even when I was a little kid in elementary the teacher would be yelling at me

and detention

I seen a light at the end of the tunnel but I get pulled from the back into the

darkness daily

We’re just pieces in the game if life but ill be damned if I ever let a

motherfucker play me

I’m trying to keep my sanity

But this wicked world has badly damaged me

Will I forever be trapped in the middle of a never ending battle as a lost soul

Searchin for heaven but I could only find hell and everytime I take a turn I’m

at a crossroads

I think it was an evil seed inside of my cerebellum I try to tell em that I

need to get a lobatomy

Because I keep on hearin all the demons inside of me if I find out where the

devil lives I can now rip out of me

I gotta get focus and I gotta rebuke all the evil that the devil brings my way

Cause right now my souls on cruise control drivin like a bat outta hell down

hell’s highway

Gotta find a piece of my sober release the nine millimeter rounds right at you

Know that the inner peace of mind never will cease to grind and it’s cause I

downright have to

Make money to give up my kids need

Plus I also suffer from irrelative greed

I gotta keep it movin I guess if I did speed

I’m tryna get ahead in and have me a big lead

Off a monetary gang so I gotta carry thangs that’ll leave a lot of exit wounds

And I gotta get a quickie know my time is of the essence they will cut off my

electric soon

I will make?

every decision is a product of my own ingenuity

If you really wanna do the world a favor then will you see me do a run up and

then try to put two in me

Cause I’m a ball of negative energy and I put a dark cloud over anyone near me

Then I drink till my vision gets blurred cause it is the only time that I can

think clearly

But as soon as it’s all backed up then the devil will be tellin me to commit a

felony

Indulge in infidelity you use my virility and abilities but then I sit and have

a soliloquy

Talk to myself like I try to figure what the hell is goin on I gotta get a grip

on reality

I got a «wish a motherfucker would» mentality cause I wish a motherfucker would

try to come battle me

I got a blood lust stare at the huns a part of me sinkin teeth in the arteries

for the blood rush

Gotcha girl and I fuckin her then I go for the jugular cum in her then I’m done

with her when the blood gush

So you better watch out when you see me

Cause I’m not your average rapper from the T. V

I’m a real life motherfucker livin in the gutter and it’s not glamorous to be me