My All - C-Mob

I was a knuckle head that would waste time and earn money

On the road to nowhere but

Things changed when I’ve turned twenty

Everytime I’ve held you my inner darkness will turn sunny

A baby boy into this world that will learn from me

So I had to change a few things and make better decisions

Cause I can’t do right for my son if I’m dead or in prison

I put the dumb shit aside but drama stuck with me

Some things went wrong with your mama so I got full custody

I promise to raise you right and prepare you for when you’re grown

But I was only twenty one raising a toddler on my own

But I did what I’ve had to do and rose to the occasion for you

To be placed in my custody was truly amazing

I’m usualy chasin' the paper, gone most of the day

I hope and I pray you’ll understand and know that I stay

I work so I can provide for you, it sucks we don’t get to play

And I’m so sorry that your little brothers both throwed away

But Chris I won’t go astray, I know you used to people walkin' out

They don’t deserve you in their life, so you can toss 'em out

I’m always here for you, you’re destined for an awesome route

Know what I’m talkin' 'bout?

Until the end I’ll give it my all

I’ll never go away

I’m sorry I can’t see you everyday

But y’all know this, life is hard

Things don’t always come together how we plan

But I will be the best father that I can

Malik and Solomon lately your lives been full of drama

I wanna apologize it didn’t work out with your mama

We wanted to be a family since then alot has died

I just want you to know that I gave it a honest try

I never forget the day she took you and left

The pain has stucked inside of me, it’s like a hook through my chest

And when it hits I feel the emptyness, like I’m dying and I’m lifeless

I’m trying hard to fight this, I’m crying while I write this

Everyday I miss you and it constantly is eating at me

Wonderin' if you’re ok, you’re healthly or you even happy

I wanna help you and I pray I don’t fail

I heard your baby mama knew baby daddy can’t stay out of jail

That’s one of the reasons why when I have you

I hate to send you back

Cause he is not a good example of how men should act

But y’all are smarter than that, so I’mma give it a rest

Just tell your mother I still love her and I wish her the best

And I’ll be watin', lookin' for a two next summer vacation

We can make up, for all the missed birthday celebrations

And I wish we didn’t have to wait

But even though your mama moved you to a different state

Until the end I’ll give it my all

I’ll never go away

I’m sorry I can’t see you everyday

But y’all know this, life is hard

Things don’t always come together how we plan

But I will be the best father that I can

Try to find the balance of the work, family and the music

You see, God gave me this talent therefore I have to use it

When I’m away I miss you more than you could truly know

I wish you were with me everytime I’m at the studio

But I try to provide better life for you and that’s my mission

You gonna be men one day, so I gotta teach you the definition

It’s all about livin' and learnin', every mistake is a lesson

Turn the negatives into positives and appreciate your blessings

Don’t fuck with hoes, find a good woman

And become a good soother, and Kayla

I wish that I could been part of your life sooner

Anytime you need me, whether you’re hurt or ever sad

I will always be here for you, being a father you never had

Cause I love y’all to the death of me, and even beyond that

I know my life haven’t been easy, I’m tryin' to get it on track

I never walk out of your life, no matter where your mom’s at

I’ll always have contact