Dreaming - Boys Night Out

On some nights you’ll find me falling

I am formless I am shapeless

And on some nights I’m better left alone

You take it all in from some severed state of stasis

You scream, «wake up», inside your own body but

You’re buried or suffocating or worse

Tonight it’s worse

Tonight the screaming hurts

Tonight it’s worse

Tonight I’m wrapped up in her

We find each other under

Blankets as warm as summer

We are inseparable

Our bodies know what they’re for

And we give in, we explore

Each other desperate for

Something inseparable

This coma kiss is infinite

And I may take your tongue if you stay

We are this dream — fluid and intricate

We made it that way

Every nightmare needs an influence

And your body turning blue as you lay

Directly next to me colors this one

In bluish hues and darker grays

(…it's in the center of my torso, behind my eyes and in the back of my head

Something is eating me alive from the inside out…)

And everyday when I awake I’m shaking or worse

Tonight it’s worse

Tonight the screaming hurts

Tonight it’s worse

Last night as I was wrapped up in her

I drowned her body under

Blankets as warm as summer

We were inseparable

So this is what has become

Of everything that I loved

The betrayal and the blood

Became inseparable

From the most beautiful nightmare I’ve ever had

Completely inseparable

I see her hair spread across the floor

And tangled in the telephone cord

Our favorite song’s been repeating all night

Someone call an ambulance, because something’s not right