Crxss My Heart - Boundaries

One night short of neurosis

Life long history of self diagnosing

Who do I give my time to, what am I supposed to do

Stuck between a rock and you

I’m running out of time

Every light is too bright

Even as it falls out of my sight

And once it’s out so am I

Follow my own darkness into the night

Destination unspecified

Dedicated to the boy that always cried

Why do I feel this way day after day after fucking day

Another promise I can’t keep

I perform in all of these ways

But my mask is showing signs of it’s age

I can’t keep this up much longer

I know I used to be stronger

It starts in my head behind my eyes

Acid in my gut, dynamite spine

Devastated

Torn apart

Shred, dead, put myself together again

Before you leave there better at least be a goodbye

Do you promise do you swear cross your heart hope to die

I’ve been pushed to my boundaries

Cross my heart, hope to die