Self Destruction - Boondox, Jamie Madrox

Another thing for me to pray for

Another tragedy to face

Don’t think that I could say more

Before another sin will take its place

I’m begging for a resolution

And I’m suffocating endlessly

I look to heaven but it’s never gonna sever

This depression so I’m living with the misery

My mind is clouded and there’s a chance of rain

And my heart is poundin' and I can’t ascertain

How to put the pieces back together

Just when I think it’s getting better

It’ll break and then I feel the same

Yeah I know the world ain’t really on my shoulders

But heavy is the head that wears the crown

And I’m the king of self-destruction

And I believe in next to nothin' so

I’m never gonna put it down

Self destructive

My own worst enemy

Substance abuse

That knows no remedy

I won’t waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

Self destructive

My own worst enemy

Substance abuse

That knows no remedy

I won’t waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

Better live your life

Like there’s nothing left

For you to live for

Pitfall

Get back up

Showing endurance

That you were built for

So self destructive

The world corruptive

Like bad advice

Or you can be yourself

And be the subject of ridicule

That no one no one likes

Instead you wanna go out

And fill the void and any

Loose angle and just pack with pills

No one can tell you no

Or where you need to go

It’s your night and you need to kill

Days of your time

When you’re way outta line

People telling us you hating us

Only real thing over there keeping you alive

Homies keeping a blind eye

Rehab tell me you tried

Seems all set it’s

Mostly pathetic

But somebody over there’s

Keeping you supplied

But it’s not us no

Somebody had to let it go

Rather not

Stand by ya side

Like the ones you trust

That watch you die slow

Self destructive

My own worst enemy

Substance abuse

That knows no remedy

I won’t waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

Self destructive

My own worst enemy

Substance abuse

That knows no remedy

I won’t waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

Self destructive

My own worst enemy

I won’t waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

Self destructive

My own worst enemy

I won’t waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do