I'm a Mess - Boondox

Early in the morning still half a fucking asleep

Half a fucking hard and pissing on a toilet seat

Another day for me to not give a shit

Feeling like cliche, just rage for the hypocrite

My girlfriend thinks that I’m a huge scumbag

Looking at me like I use her hair for a cum rag

But I ain’t tripping 'cause she’s making good case

'Cause everytime I pull out, I’m aiming for her face

My resumate ends in 2005

Around the same time that I last had a sex drive

I mean I still have sex but it ain’t driven

A tampon chomping really satisfy a woman

Insecurities, lack of maturity

Every drug ingested mixed with impurity

Got me feeling that I’ve finally reached the ceiling

Doing something drastic is seeming more appealing

I’m lost and constantly grieving

The darkness is calling me, the voices are screaming

I’m fallin', I’m fallin' out of control

They’re callin', they’re calling, I can’t consult

So I’m letting go

Put on the television but my cable’s disconnected

Didn’t pay the bill guess it should have been expected

Look at my phone but there ain’t nobody texting

Check my social media to add to my depression

I’m a fucking joke, at least that’s what I’m reading

They might just have a point, feels that’s how they’ll ever treat me

But I wonder what would happen if I fucking went assassin

Drag them all down for a little satisfaction

The twitter throat slitter, Facebook strangler

Instagram son of Sam, Snapchat mangler

Make them all bleed and post it on my timeline

Viral mental spiral cause I’m out of fucking my mind

A selfie with the victims for my profile pics

Every murder more sick to increase page clicks

A serial killer social media homicide

Committed by a lunatic who’s more than qualified

I’m lost and constantly grieving

The darkness is calling me, the voices are screaming

I’m fallin', I’m fallin' out of control

They’re callin', they’re calling, I can’t consult

So I’m letting go

«I've saved my best fun just for you!

Where are you David?

Come hit me!

I know you’re under there, where are you?!»