Ugly - Blis.

I’ve got some «friends» You can have them

I grew up and they haven’t so it’s best to just throw them away

I’ve got some girls you can have them

I grew up and kicked the habit, It justified moving away

I would hide indoors lonely, a victim of leeching friends

(I'm not lonely) (I let you in)

I have slowly changed and feel safe in my new ugly skin

(I love my new ugly skin)

Peel back my seams

Empty vessel, vacant skin

Elect to feel so vain

A big black hole to suck you in

Then pushes you away

To disbelief of what took place

Imperfect and afraid

You noticed me

Thank god for you

What would we do without your

Backhanded compliments

Reminded I’m a novice

Incase I forget that you are perfect in every possible way

And when I’m gone they’ll forget my

Name and they will call me by my own fathers name

Drunken I will wreck myself Into everyone and

Peel back my scabs

They were so close to

Healing now they’re back

And I remember how I

Felt on that first day

When he was born and took away

And I loved you still

Like a child

(bleeding you)

Like a mother

(bleeding you dry)

It’s god damn my own fault that I am used to this