Heavy Shit - Blake Rose

I got this window in my house

Knows me better than I know myself

Could probably charge me a 50 an hour

For all the heavy shit I pour out

I get these voices in my brain

Feels like I’m part of a new strain

I get disturbed and it’s stupid and useless

You get the heavy shit I pour out

So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong

Feel like a ghost in my own damn home

Starting to wonder how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out

Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I’m on my own

Feel like I’m lost in my own damn bones

Can someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out?

Well, this is all part of life, you see

But the world keeps circling 'round me

Can’t seem to stop being so hard on myself

'Cause all this shit I pour out

Still haven’t found what I’m looking for, nah

All of these people keep closing doors, it’s all me

Can’t keep holding all this shit to yourself

Go find a way to let it pour out

So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong

Feel like a ghost in my own damn home

Starting to wonder how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out

Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I’m on my own

Feel like I’m lost in my own damn bones

Can someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out?

So here I am, so here I am

Like a ghost in my own home again

Mh, with this heavy shit I pour out

So come on, let it pour, baby, let it pour

(All the heavy shit I pour out)

(Let it pour, all the heavy shit I pour out)

So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong

Feel like a ghost in my own damn home

Starting to wonder how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out?

Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I’m on my own

Feel like I’m lost in my own damn bones

Can someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out?

(Shit I pour out)

So here I am, so here I am, so here I am

Someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out

So here I am, so here I am, so here I am

Someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out