Eczema - Black Josh

Sometimes I’m quiet and I don’t speak much

When I was little my dad used to say speak up

Mumbling, don’t know how to speak to people

Feeling odd coming in contact with equals

Cause' I’ve always been the odd one out

The only black kid on the playground

There was always a kid who had something to say about my appearance

So I Banged Him, Mum taught me from younger, 'bout Malcolm x and Fred Hampton

Before questions needed answering

Based on my niggas in the M14, & the motto’s

Riches, bitches then more weed

Paranoia thinking it’s publicized to make more fiends

I’ve seen it kill guys motivation to do more things

Feel like it kill mine;

there at myself like why do i still rhyme?

In a dark place but I’m a star and the world shines

Just you got the ill vibe

It’s still time to make it timeless like still time

In my own world, but this is real life

But I feel like my heart just left from my chest man I’m stressed

With an arm full of eczema

Yo it’s hard cause I can’t start where I left off

Where did I go wrong?

don’t wanna start with the next one

Man I’m fucking stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema,

stressed with this eczema

Man I’m fucking stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better,

stressed to make it better…

I’ve infatuated but never loved

'till i met this one girl man I didn’t think I could

We don’t trust eachother and we probably never would

Both been around cheating and you learn that lesson once

If you can’t see through it then we’ll blind you with your

So she’s belling out my phone and she’s pulling up her gums

Saying that I’m creeping, that I’m fucking with someone

Cause any enemy can appear as one of your loved ones

But fuck fake ones and ultimatums

If I’ve got a choice why do I have to make one?

Life’s just take one or take none — cut;

This ain’t a film and heroes die

R. I .P to my grandad and still got tearful eyes

Nigga you gonna go deaf tryna hear those lies

We ain’t blind, just tryna peer through closed eyes

We ain’t blind, just tryna peer through closed eyes

But I feel like my heart just left from my chest man I’m stressed

With an arm full of eczema

Yo it’s hard cause I can’t start where I left off

Where did I go wrong?

don’t wanna start with the next one

Man I’m fucking stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema,

stressed with this eczema

Man I’m fucking stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better,

stressed to make it better…

But I feel like my heart just left from my chest man I’m stressed

With an arm full of eczema

Yo it’s hard cause I can’t start where I left off

Where did I go wrong?

don’t wanna start with the next one

Man I’m fucking stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema,

stressed with this eczema

Man I’m fucking stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better,

stressed to make it better…