the park - Bishop Ivy

You know the hardest pill to swallow was the state we ended on

All the times we really bonded, for months they had been gone

I waited 'til my grip would slip

I waited 'til my knees would give

I was never one to speak much

Well, listen to me now

Even though I know you’re gone

I still wander in the park

I locked myself inside the garden

And I tell myself, «It's almost over» (I can only think twice)

«It's almost over» (And I don’t know why)

Even though I know you’re gone

I still wandr in the park

Broke up in Decmber

Is it really May?

Exactly where I started, dreaming of the same

I never could forget your voice even if I had a choice

Every night, I have to relive the photos I deleted

Even though I know you’re gone

I still wander in the park

I locked myself inside the garden

And I tell myself, «It's almost over» (I can only think twice)

«It's almost over» (And I don’t know why)

Even though you’re really gone

I still haven’t left the park

Even though I know you’re gone

I still wander in the park

I locked myself inside the garden

And I tell myself, «It's almost over» (I can only think twice)

«It's almost over» (And I don’t know why)

Even though I know you’re gone

I still wander in the park

(The park, the park)

Used to wanna go back, but I’m past that

If I could, I’d slow down, now I’m stuck in the mud

While you seem to be back on your feet

I try to make myself feel better on a beat

Tired of feeling I’m so unappealing

Looking in the mirror like my eyes might freeze me

Acting like it’d all change if you’d just see me

Mentality as if I’m still teething

If I waste more time, then I’m only older

And my eyes stay dry, but they’re drooping lower

Did I really have to swallow the key?

'Cause to bring it up, now I might have to bleed

I can only think twice

Even though I know you’re gone, I still wander in