This Day Will Never End - Better Off

I married sorrow

In the winter

Forgot Summer, Spring, and Fall

Asked you to hold my hand and

Make my world feel small

I felt it like fire

When you walked up

Pulled my heart out

With desire and said

«There's no room for love in you at all»

Could I have loved you

If I tried

The backseat I took to depression

I defined, I think about it all the time

Well I went to church

On a Sunday

Felt God in my feet

Told me to «kick out all the teeth»

Of the people

Who were hurting me

I walked out

To the concrete

Felt the hot ground

Burn my cold feet

The sun’s reminder that this pain is free

Could I have shown them if I tried

The backseat I took to depression I defined

As the space between my center and my mind

Look at the men who went before me, it’s a lie

Every one lived a hollow life

I can try to bleed

Or carry on the same

I can numb myself

Avoid the constant pain

But you see me

In the darkness

Keep your hand on me

Though I’m shaking

And unconscious

I am trying

Pull me over

This day grows old but it never ends