I Don't Quite Remember - Beth Crowley

You’re my lowest low and highest high

Would I have chased it if I knew

Losing you meant I’d be half alive

I see you every time I close my eyes

But the image is discoloured now

Like a photograph that’s fading over time

And it hits me then

I don’t quite remember how your skin felt on my skin

I don’t quite remember all the little angles of your smile

It’s been awhile

Thought that I’d always remember

But I don’t quite remember

When I think I’m ready to move on

I find another trace of you

A corner of my mind you still can haunt

I’m scared deep down that might be what I want

To keep a little piece of you

Convince myself that you’re not really gone

But it hits me then

I don’t quite remember how your skin felt on my skin

I don’t quite remember all the little angles of your smile

It’s been awhile

Thought that I’d always remember

But I don’t quite remember

During the day, I’ll be alright

But it’s a different story at night

I get lonely

You’re not here to hold me

So I curl up in bed like I always do

Wrap myself up in my memories of you

But now lately

They’re getting hazy

And it hits me then

I don’t quite remember how your skin felt on my skin

I don’t quite remember all the little angles of your smile

It’s been awhile

Thought that I’d always remember

But I don’t quite remember