I Believe (It's Killing Me) - Bad Seed Rising

I’m still that strung out broken mess

I know I don’t know me at all

Please let me move on and forget

I know I don’t know what I want

I believe, I believe it’s killing me, killing me

I believe, I believe

Waiting by the phone

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Laying here alone

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Wishing you were here

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Days turned into years

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Please don’t leave me inside my head

I lost all sense of self-control

I’ll drown in smoke and cigarettes

'Cause I can’t do this on my own

Waiting by the phone

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Laying here alone

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Wishing you were here

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Days turned into years

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

I am not who I thought I was

Can you show me who I am tonight?

I am not who I thought I was

Can you show me who, can you show me who

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Waiting by the phone

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Laying here alone

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Wishing you were here

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Days turned into years

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

I believe, I believe it’s killing me, killing me

I believe, I believe it’s killing me, killing me