Misery - Awon

I’m here left alone in my misery

I know it ain’t many niggas as ill as me

Everybody who hear my shit be feelin' me

The longer it takes to get a brake its killin' me

I’m tryin to get direct connects like Nextel

I’ll like to work my way on the double XL

If I don’t sound like everybody else I won’t sell

I tell them fake record execs go to hell

I’m from where God’s tears are my raindrops

My people on heroine to make the pain stop

Everybody ride the bus get on at the same stop

For teen pregnancy they give the chicks the same shot

It only make they ass fatter so they fuck more

Momma don’t educated them so they still fuck raw

Now babies having babies they get younger and younger

Replacing all my niggas who die every summer

Now you understand my hunger and thirst

In broad daylight guns burst taking all the young first

Now I’m drowning in this Hennessy bottle waiting my turn

To be with God, but then no ones concerned

I’m here left alone in my misery

I know it ain’t many niggas as ill as me

Everybody who hear my shit be feelin' me

The longer it takes to get a brake its killin' me

I’m here left alone in my misery

I know it ain’t many niggas as ill as me

Everybody who hear my shit be feelin' me

The longer it takes to get a brake its killin' me

It’s only a matter of time before I pull a Shyne

Clock about 9 to 15 I’m dying to get cream

Champagne and caviar dreams

Make niggas put the mic down and carry out schemes

Positive over negative is the right way

Sometimes you gotta flip it do it the life way

Most of my niggas chose to live in a cage

Cause you can’t push a 6 on minimum wage

Yet they want to put limits on a black mans life

Caught a felony so they took my civil rights

All I got is one mic and community knowledge

From the block and some classes in community college

Life stresses pulls on my heart and my dome

Some I’m writing these Psalms

And jotting down poems

With a pimps blood, hustler’s swagger, and killer’s mind

And a sick vocab giving birth to iller rhymes

I’m here left alone in my misery

I know it ain’t many niggas as ill as me

Everybody who hear my shit be feelin' me

The longer it takes to get a brake its killin' me

I’m here left alone in my misery

I know it ain’t many niggas as ill as me

Everybody who hear my shit be feelin' me

The longer it takes to get a brake its killin' me

The streets watching me and my eyes on the block

Niggas want to see me knocked

Or they want to see me shot

I rather pick up the mic and rock instead of whippin up blocks

To shut down the spot

I’m the hustle brains plus muscle

Different day same struggle watch the young boy bubble

Like alka seltzer if I have to melt ya

It was cause I’m provoked cause I’m so dope

And niggas ain’t hearing me the game is going through a change

And it seems to be more of a conspiracy

Yall niggas get so emotional

You need hugs

You RnB thugs and I ain’t sweating you metro sexuals

I still show niggas what that tech will do

I’m trying to have a debut like Snoop

Bring it I will crush every nigga in ya group

I’m here left alone in my misery

I know it ain’t many niggas as ill as me

Everybody who hear my shit be feelin' me

The longer it takes to get a brake its killin' me

I’m here left alone in my misery

I know it ain’t many niggas as ill as me

Everybody who hear my shit be feelin' me

The longer it takes to get a brake its killin' me