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«There's only miracles in stories and I’m no lucky kid

It’s hard to heal a body but I know how to damage it»

«I'm sorry to let you down, I never meant it at all, I’m sorry to let you down

I’m sorry to let you down, it’s how it always goes, I’m sorry to let you down»

«One fix for the night I’ll save my others for the weekend

Take my picture, watch me fall as I sink into the deep

If history is serving, it is serving all it has

There’s no tourniquet in healing the wounds of a broken man

You tell me there’s hope, I rarely see the light of day

With blackened lungs and substanced blood I find it hard to believe»

«I'm sorry to let you down, I never meant to at all, I’m sorry to let you down

I’m sorry to let you down, it’s how it always goes, I’m sorry to let you down»

«Will you leave me like the drugs I take?

Shoot me up to numb the feeling

Rock bottom is a home to me

Cover me up and let me sleep

Saving face only worsens things

I’ll be gone again for the holidays

Tell Grandma I love her so

But all my highest highs are all your lowest lows»

«I drank the poison despite the warning

It holds me tight and the noose on my neck, it chokes

It leaves me screaming, squirming, gasping for breath

Sometimes I think that I might find true purpose in death, I regret»

«The worry I left on a family unrest, one thing to another, an awful chain of

events

All started from the day I was born, I should’ve known to never count on

troubled friends, now you mourn for me»