Look Away - Aviana

Do you think I’d let you watch me fall?

Ever watch me fall

How many times will it be fine?

When will it be enough?

Words like a double-edged blade but harmless compared to those eyes, that

Radiate with pity

No need to say it out loud

I’ve already read your mind

The tempest will rip through this lands and the flood will wash away this vanity

All this blame but why should I feel ashamed?

I know how you operate

I’m always going to be the one that you love to hate

You’ve always looked away, away from this, away from me

Either way I’ll find a way to exist

Not even a lifetime can prepare you

And you will never understand.

I’ll be counting the days 'til you are silent

I’ll be counting the days 'til you are silent.

I am counting the days until you

will be silent

All this blame but why should I feel ashamed?

I know how you operate

I’m always going to be the one that you love to hate

You’ve always looked away, away from this, away from me

Either way I’ll find a way to exist

Look at this, look at me.

Through your doubt I found a way to exist

Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder.

The damage is already done

Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder

Do you think I’d let you watch me fall?

Ever watch me fall

I’d rather have my body be numb from this constant fight than being safe from

behind a glass wall.

With bloody knuckles I will not let you oppress me

How can you be so dumb to think that you’ll watch me fall