Faze Me - Avery

I wake up in a fantasy land

Where everything is great but it’s all in my head

I take pills just so I can be skinny

'Cause someone once told me that I wasn’t that pretty

So I get high all by myself

And I never felt so ugly in my life

I feel dizzy, now the room’s spinning

And I don’t think I’m getting any closer to winning, and I

Wanna close my eyes, wake up as someone else

Everywhere is lonely when you hate yourself

And I don’t wanna know me anymore

So take a look at what you made me

All you people did was change me

You all say you tried to save me

All you did was make me hate me

This time I won’t let you faze me

You told me I’d always need your help

I believed in you more than I did in myself

I sat back and did what you told me

Now I look at myself and I don’t even know me

In your eyes, I was never enough

Now I turn to strangers when I’m lookin' for love

And now I’m thinkin' maybe that I’m better off lonely

'Cause people always leave me so much worse than they found me

But I’ve become so many different people now

Hopin' one of them would finally make you proud

And I don’t wanna know you anymore

So take a look at what you made me

All you people did was change me

You all say you tried to save me

All you did was make me hate me

This time I won’t let you faze me

I don’t wanna waste anymore time

Feeling like my life isn’t mine

I’m so sick of these lies

And no, I’m not fine

So take a look at what you made me

All you people did was change me

You all say you tried to save me

All you did was make me hate me

This time I won’t let you faze me

This time I won’t let you faze me

This time I won’t let you faze me