Tuesday - AVAIL

Been looking from outside

I’ve been watching

But i don’t know what to say

Changed the old backdrop

Same face

But not who it used to be

Trying to get our not out getting

Thinking, you’re everything you said

You wouldn’t be

Time out, i see right through

You’re running around again

I’m around

And still confused in an instant

Can’t quite relate

And i don’t know what to say

All of the bonds i see

That i’m not part of

It’s not how it used to be

You’re running around again

I’m around

And i’ve been cracking on the inside

It gets worse each day

And i don’t know what to say

Keeping my distance

But still i see

It’s not how it used to be

Bushing the time in a daze

Wondering how it got this way

Time out, i’ve gotta ask it

Am i on my own?

Truth

Numbed by feelings

Truth