McCarthy - AVAIL

I tried to breath but i wouldn’t

I think it’s gonna catch up one day

One chance to reshape wrong

Backtrack out of the shell

One more chance to understand

To be a different way

And i hope that it won’t take long

It’s time to rotate

In the right direction

And reshape imperfection

You smother me

All i see around is changing

Making it tough to stay i’ve twisted thoughts to words

The ground i knew

Looks different from inside

But the path out is far too wide

To decide today

But somewhere i’ll find my place

-try moving-

I tried to leave but i couldn’t

I think i’ll try again someday

And baybe i’ll make it work

I’ll plan my route but not think it out

Drop out of sight and ease on out

I’m gonna find my way

And someday i’ll make it work