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Sometimes when i wake up

I start to think

This can’t be true

And i’m not together

So i block out all the days

That don’t matter

And i raise my head

Forget about what i did

And try not to think too hard

Sometimes i get so happy

I hear things in my head

That were never said

I just sit alone for a while

And start talking to myself, i think

It’s getting a little out of hand

Try not to think too hard

I hang on the words

Thinking how i blew it

With nothing left to lose

Sometimes when i think about it

It just doesn’t seem fair

Still i stay prepared

And i work my way around it

I look deep into myself and think

This is getting a little out of hand

Try not to think too hard

I hand on the words

Thinking i blew it

With nothing left to lose

I play my part

It’s not so hard

I just stay out of view