Even Though It Kills Me - Austin Hull

I knew this was coming

It wasn’t a surprise

Cause you were never happy

When I was in your eyes

I know we’ve been sleeping

In a bed that’s full of lies

Every night

I thought I had given you enough

I thought what we had was really love

Leave it up to me to fuck it up

Every time but

I know I just need to let you go

Suffocating never made us close

But I just really needed you to know

I don’t wanna wait if what’s done is done baby

I don’t wanna stay if he’s on your mind lately

Would you understand

Like I understand

I can’t be your man

Even though it kills me

I don’t wanna wait if what’s done is done baby

I don’t wanna stay if he’s on your mind lately

Would you understand

Like I understand

That I can’t be your man

I’ve been feeling empty

I know you feel the same

I don’t know the last time

I heard you say my name

Thought that we could piece this

Back together, what a shame

Well I tried too many times

Broken pictures frames are all I have

Memories of you are flooding back

I hope he can give you what I lack

I’ll be fine but

I can’t really seem to let you go

Got my grip on picture perfect hopes

It’s not getting easier to cope

I don’t wanna wait if what’s done is done baby

I don’t wanna stay if he’s on your mind lately

Would you understand

Like I understand

I can’t be your man

Even though it kills me

I don’t wanna wait if what’s done is done baby

I don’t wanna stay if he’s on your mind lately

Would you understand

Like I understand

That I can’t be your man

Even though it kills me

Don’t keep me on hold

I don’t wanna hear maybe

Leave me in the cold

Now my soul is left aching

Do you understand

Like I understand

That I should be your man

Even if it kills me

Even if it kills me

Even if it kills me

Even if it kills me

I don’t wanna wait if what’s done is done baby

I don’t wanna stay if he’s on your mind lately

Would you understand

Like I understand

That I can’t be your man

Even though it kills me