Does She Know - Astrid S

On my way to your house, sneakers in the snow

I only wanna see her

And my thoughts are so loud, 'cause I just wanna know

Are you gonna keep her?

Only call you, faded

Sorry, I know you, hate it

Probably shouldn’t say this

But it hurts to bite my tongue

Does she know that you held me in the dark

Does she know that I had you from the start

Does she know that the bruises never change

My marks are on your heart, I had you from the start

Holding water in my hands, but it never lasts

Slipping through my fingers

Think I held on too tight, cutting off the blood

You don’t feel a thing till it hurts

Only call you faded

Sorry, I know you hate it

Probably shouldn’t say this

But I’m done biting my tongue

Does she know that you held me in the dark

Does she know that I had you from the start

Does she know that the bruises never change

My marks are on your heart, I had you from the start