No Way Out - As It Is

Inside as the rain came pouring down

It can’t wash away all this hurt that haunts me now

Inside as the rain came pouring down

I’m losing touch with the only soul I’ve found

Desperate delusions are all I have

Just to keep me hanging on

I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning

I can’t escape, I feel it killing me

No way out

Here I am again

I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning

I can’t escape, I feel it killing me

No way out

Here I am again

Choked up, but the pain came after all

I feel displaced in these once familiar walls

Patient I fall with no end in sight

And the noose around my neck

I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning

I can’t escape, I feel it killing me

No way out

Here I am again

I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning

I can’t escape, I feel it killing me

No way out

Here I am again

And as I let hindsight translate nightmares into reality

I begin to see myself for who I truly was

Somebody desperate

Somebody entirely out of their depth

Somebody beyond their abilities to cope

And as I exhale out the pain

I’m digesting the severity of the depression I felt

The extent to which it claimed a piece of me

How it’s left me emotionally vacant and painfully numb

And now together

My faults and my thoughts prey on me like vultures

Creeping from their comfortable distance

Never once exiting my line of vision

And the facade I invite to amble whilst wearing my skin

He isn’t me and he never will be me

And I know that I fucked up

But I want to grow from it

I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning

I can’t escape, I feel it killing me

No way out

Here I am again

I find myself in the same dark ending

I can’t escape, I feel it killing me

No way out

Here I am again

No way out

Here I am again