Sober Living - Anson

I’m in over my head, is this all for real?

Got caught having trouble sleeping

Days drag on I can’t pretend, I’m not trying to deal with a life that I

wouldn’t call living

I keep laying in my bed all day

I am trying to get through this, face myself in the mirror

But nothing makes sense at all, I’m stuck here waiting

So I’ll say it again I don’t expect you to understand how I’ve felt all these

hours I’ve pretended

So I’ll say it again you came and went, you were never a friend never helped

all these hours I attempt Sober living

And it’s down to the wire, the clocks ticking

Don’t know if I’m staying or leaving, but it gets harder every day

To feel something real and stay sane

I keep losing my grip on everything

So wake me up from this dream I’ve lived in so long and the walls are caving in

So I’ll say it again I don’t expect you to understand how I’ve felt all these

hours I’ve pretended

So I’ll say it again you came and went, you were never a friend never helped

all these hours I attempt, Sober living

I can’t keep running, I’m short of breath now

I need to be stronger than this

I can’t keep running now, I have a problem it’s real these things do exist

A problem it’s real these things do