I Can't Carry This Anymore - Anson Seabra

Feel it heavy in my bones now

Feel like everybody goes out

And smiles for the 'gram yeah

Tried but I can’t

Prayer in the shape of Prozac

Try to medicate the lows that

Come and meet me in the night time

Losing track of my time

Mama said gonna be all right

But mama don’t know what it’s like in my mind

Mama said that the sun gonna shine

But mama don’t know what it’s like to want to die

I can’t carry this anymore

Heavy from the hurt inside my veins

I can’t carry this anymore

Wonder what it’s like to be okay

Would you like me if I drank that

If you wanted I could take that

I’ll do anything for love

I don’t feel like I’m enough

You can probably see right through me

'Cus I can promise if you knew me

You would probably walk away

No you wouldn’t want to stay

Oh, Mama said gonna be all right

But mama don’t know what it’s like in my mind

Mama said that the sun gon' shine

But mama don’t know what it’s like to want to die

I can’t carry this anymore

Heavy from the hurt inside my veins

I can’t carry this anymore

Wonder what it’s like to be okay

I know I’ll be fine it’s just that

Every time this comes back

Tell my maker up above that

I have had enough and

I can’t carry this anymore

Heavy from the hurt inside my veins

I can’t carry this anymore

Wonder what it’s like to be okay