Cellar Darling - Anna Murphy

Back in time

I didn’t really want you

I didn’t really know me

That’s just how things go

And then I wanted to know you

Sit down and just tell you

Things with my own words

Looking into your eyes

And I should have turned away

Why?

Why did I do it?

Why?

Why all the thinking?

'cause I couldn’t have stayed

Why?

Why didn’t you stop me?

Why?

Didn’t you tell me to stop this nonsensical business of mine?

Oh, why?!

As time goes by

I think I really like you

I think I even know me

and now I can’t turn this off

and I want it to end

'cause I can’t face the truth

or the turn it will take

Now I have to run so fast

Why?

Why did I do it?

Why?

Why all the thinking?

'cause I couldn’t have stayed

Why?

Why didn’t you stop me?

Why?

Didn’t you tell me to stop this nonsensical business of mine?

Oh why?!

Why?

Why didn’t you stop me?

Why?

Can’t you see through me save myself from me and live so happily

So why?

I walk down the stairs

Open the cellar door

As I untie your hands

I want you even more

But I can’t let this happen

My love for you is bigger

So I cry as I stand, look at you, and pull the trigger

You are my Cellar Darling!

You are my Cellar Darling!

Let me hold you

Let me love you

You are my Cellar Darling!

You are my Cellar Darling!

I’m so sorry, so sorry

You are my Cellar Darling!

I’m so sorry

I’m so sorry

Why, why did I kill you???