Procreate Eviscerate - Alustrium

Love seems so sweet, so important

Necessary to survival?

I think so

Procreate

Form a perfect life, forge a perfect world

Then cut it in half and throw it away

Eviscerate

She meets your desires

She is all you need

And so you work

To try to impress

Because you don’t know

If you can keep living alone

She doesn’t like it

So live a lie

And wear a smile

Don’t pretend that you don’t know

The stone drags down as dead weight

You cannot claw your way back to the top

The air flows from within as drowning screams

And is replaced by years of suffering

Love seems so vile, unimportant

Necessary to survival?

I think not

Procreated

Set off with good intentions, came back with only regret

And now you want a bullet in a brain

Hers or yours?

You stick around

It’s what you know

You can be happy

Don’t pretend that you don’t know

You’re dying inside

But there’s no escape

Just keep on acting

One of you will surely break

The stone drags down as dead weight

You cannot claw your way back to the top

The air flows from within as drowning screams

And is replaced by years of suffering

Better or worse

Its always worse

Maddening Disdain

Suffering

Chained together by promises and deceit

And all the while you keep feigning your smile

The stone drags down as dead weight

You cannot claw your way back to the top

The air flows from within as drowning screams

And is replaced by years of suffering

Forever is a long time to spend with your own bane

Love fleets so fast, time does not

And now you just want it to waste away