Last Year - AG Club

My trail and tribulations

Turned me into the man that I wanted to be

Something bigger than me

Something that I could pass down my family tree

I got game by the chokehold

I’ll never let them breathe

And I can never sleep

If the suns out

I took the pain and made my own route

That’s what I’m talking bout

Cause if ain’t nobody proud of me I am

And shoutout to myself cause I did it with no guidance

Who’s ya father?

Who’s ya man?

Who would bother

To shake your hand?

When they call

They won’t talk

They just listen

To your thoughts

Settle down

Sit and breathe

Pray the day light

Never leaves

And the sun won’t set at all

No more dancin' with demons

Won’t take no chances with demons

No more tryna get even

This insanity seeping

Into these words that I’m reading

Outta this holy bible fuck it’s hot

Praying for that oxygen

That spirit make me Diddy bop

I just wanna keep my head

I can’t be trusted with lead

At least that’s what my shrink said

But she live in my head 2

Insurance won’t let me get

The help that I need to quit

Hating my existence

Cause my brain is like a prison

But the warden fucked up

So ain’t no pads on my walls

I try to claw until my fingertips bald

And I been having withdrawals

So now I’m itchin' for a feelin'

In this substance and my aura

Masked by this scent of green

Fuck it’s pungent

And I just can’t stop thinking bout the ppl I grew up with

Who all grew outta me

This memory is what I’m stuck with

I just can’t stop thinking bout the ppl I grew up with

But nigga fuck it

And the sun will set it all

Above all else, I love ya’ll niggas