Substance Affliction - Advocates

I just don’t know, where do I go from here

Dead ends, dead friends, what’s left for me?

Nothing can bring me back from this fucking disease

I’m fucked up, blind again

Its how I feel, its how I deal with internal conflicts in my head

One day I will destroy myself, been feeling like I’m somebody else

I’m trapped in the clutches of my past mistakes

What do I have to do to catch a fucking break

Distant, oh so distant I should have let you in

Constant, oh so constant this pain just pull the pin!

I’ve been wasting my life away

I am a victim to the poison in my veins

All my days are spent jaded and I am

Losing hope that I’ll find a way out

Through the darkness I search for a light, to illuminate the path up ahead

I can feel my heartbeat rising, every second makes me feel that I am nothing

Pushing my face to the ground

I’ve been beaten and bruised, used and abused.

The way I see i’ve got nothing

left to lose

Thoughts creeping at the back of my mind

I’ve gone to far and now I’m running out of time

Break these fucking walls that are confining me, the room is spinning please

god don’t let this define me!

Will this ever end

Put a gun to my fucking head, and set me free oh let me start again