Dead Me - Absolution Project

it’s needless

but still i try

it’s endless

i won’t deny

right back, and we’re at it again

i’m sittin' in the same place that you left me in

'cause right now, my mind’s feelin' dirty as sin

think tonight, we could let the homicide begin

i’m gonna strike down hard, like the wrath of god

you know i wouldn’t tell you anything you couldn’t bet your life on i feel like giving up again

and when i think it’s gone

my pain just begins

and i feel like i’m dying inside

i’m fighting against me losing this time

another lonely night reminding me i know inside

something is killing me dead me i only feel

i must be blind

it’s all i have

to ease my mind

i’m so bored, always playing your game

i’ll do anything to keep me from repeating your name

you had everything to lose and you had nothing to gain

no matter how, want a change, everything’s the same

and i’m so sick, of the way i’ve been feelin'

so i’m gonna start drinkin' till my head starts reelin'

healin', whatever’s dulling my pain

'cause when i think of you, my mind slips away

and i feel like i’m dying inside

i’m fighting against me losing this time

another lonely night reminding me i know inside

something is killing me dead me

i’m living a lie

the way i feel

do i have to conceal

that i can’t make this real

am i, i’m living a lie

the way i feel

do i have to conceal

that i have chosen me am i, this dead me i won’t deny

and i feel like i’m dying inside

i’m fighting against me losing this time

another lonely night reminding me something is killing me

i’m living a lie

the way i feel

do i have to conceal

that i have chosen me am i, this dead me