This Isn't Happening - Life Cried

and i have done this before

and i’ve seen, and i’ve seen

and i have been here before

and i’ve seen, and i’ve seen

this isn’t happening to me

i gave, i tried but i’m far to weak

the world in my mind is far to bleak

i would probably die if i was somebody else

if i swallowed my pride i would probably choke

mary is this what you want from me?

i fear denial will come and torture me

i’ve been erased and have no soul to sell

like a flame, like all the devils in hell

going backwards to be released

crumbling down into a wound that bleeds

destroying myself just to wake up

but i can’t wake up, i can’t wake up