broken - 6obby

I’m so sad

So I take another drag

So I take another shot

But I overflow my thoughts

I been thinkin'

I been broken so long, man, I’m falling under pressure

Feelin' like a mistake and my life is just an error

I’ve been takin' my time but I’m so dead inside

Wanna keep goin', I’m feeling so tired

Tired of feelin' so trapped in my dome

These memories they haunt me, won’t leave me alone

Sit on my bed but I don’t feel at home

Depression, anxiety, and all of these hoes

Thoughts of a bullet just piercin' my skull

Ain’t got no friends, ain’t no one hit my phone

They say, «Keep calm,» but I’m losing control

I am so broken and I am a ghost, yeah

Whoa

Yeah

Yeah

Whoa

Some nights, I’on even wanna try

I sit and count these racks, but I just wanna die

And people say they care but they just watch me cry

Designer on my waist, but I’m just dead inside

My girl, she say she love me, she’s just filled with lies

I can tell, the way she look me in my eyes

Smokin' on a blunt, I do it 'til I’m fried

I been workin', get a check and then I multiply

People say they care, but they just waste my time

Call me Rodney Mullen, you know I’ve been on my grind

Or call me Optimus 'cause I been always on my prime

Neil Armstrong, the way that I been takin' flight

Smokin' dope and I do it 'til I reach the skies

People wanna hurt me and I always ask 'em why

They don’t got no reasons, they just wanna ruin my life

I ain’t worried 'bout it, grab a blunt and then ignite

But some nights I can’t help it, I just wanna die

Feelin' so broken and so dead inside

Fuck the fakes 'cause I don’t need you in my life

I got this depression and it hits me every night, yeah

Bleach