HOMESICK - 6HOST, Killstation

I’m already lost in this place I call home

I never meant to feel this way

But I know I won’t change

You’re still in my brain

I’m cold still I feel insane

I know I need these memories

I keep them safe until I Rest In Peace

I can’t take this and I’m sick of it

How much longer is this going to go on?

I don’t know how to do anything else

Then you better learn, and you better make some money somehow

I will, I will

When?

That’s what I want to know, when?

You’ll see, I’ll find a way, maybe today

Who knows me better than myself?

There’s a hundred ways I’ve felt

Always landed on not well

I’ve been putting me through hell

Car still running on no gas

Spending money that I don’t have

Keep this up and it won’t last

It’s been a while since I left here

And I’m still banking on next year

Lost faith in my old shit

Took me places, got homesick

You need a minute no time now

Too much shit on my mind now

Caving in but I’ll find out

Grab a glass I’m pouring wine out