Empty Head - Aphasia

I’ve watched my family fall and been held up by my friends

Then watched my friends fall, where does it end?

I’ve seen the people I love the most fade away

Everything I wanted to protect is leaving me

Leaving me

I’ve lost the last piece of my own humanity

Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it together

Looking back at myself, this moment lasts forever

Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it all inside

I look into myself and I find

Darkness, an empty head

Unravelling day by day in my bed

Darkness, an empty soul

I look inside and find I’ve lost control

Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it together

Looking back at myself, this moment lasts forever

Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it all inside

I look into myself and find

Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it together

Looking back at myself, this moment lasts forever

Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it all inside

I look into myself and find

Trying to keep it inside

Pretending that I am fine

And when my mind starts to die

I open my eyes

But I only see darkness

Fuck

I’ve lost the last piece of my own humanity