I'm Messed Up - Hirie

Crazy bout the girl outside my window

When she passes by and waves real mellow

I can tell she loves her life

While I’m cleaning up the mess in mine

But even if I quit my 9−5 though

And broke out of my lease to ride it solo

I’d still be a woman in distress

Just looping an infinite mess

Cause I mess up the time

Mess up on the rent

Messing up the moments

Where life’s got me spent

I just wanna go home

Crawl straight into bed

And catch up on the sleep

That I never get

Apologies, don’t offer them

Or bother me, no, not for anything

Just load the bowl

And fill my cup

Accept the fact I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

It’s hard to live a life above the pressure

When fighting through the pain I feel the pleasure

Thinking that I found my voice

When there’s nothing that can fill this void

So even if I scream above the static

Chasing sanity — I’m still an addict

Can you love me as I am?

I’m messed up but the best that I can

Cause I mess up the time

Mess up on the rent

Messing up the moments

Where life’s got me spent

I just wanna go home

Crawl straight into bed

And catch up on the sleep

That I never get

Apologies, don’t offer them

Or bother me, no, not for anything

Just load the bowl

And fill my cup

Accept it now — I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

I’ll never be your trophy girl

Living in a barbie world

And you’ll never be my man

Thanks for doing the best that you can

I’ll never be by your side

I’m just in it for the ride

Doing the best that I can

I’m messed up but that’s who I am

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I’m messed up